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November


Skies of gray reflect in your eyes
No matter how hard I try
I just can’t look away
Please turn your back on me
And let me breathe again

This love, it hurts
It burns up inside
How much of my life
Can I destroy?
You have the parts of me no one else does

You say you want love
But that’s a lie
You just want pleasure
And I’m glad to oblige

What can I say to stop the chase?
I’m no good for you
But you have to know
If I could stop time,
I’d stay here forever with you

Leftover shards
Bits of my soul
Torn apart by those before
You opened my eyes
You opened my soul
So I could finally close the door
On a past filled with pain
Without the fear of it returning again

And now here I am
Unbound and whole
Wishing I wasn’t held back once more
Ever so close
Always so far
Falling apart

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